Monday, April 19, 2010

I think it is finally hitting me....

What else could bring me to the verge of tears since the minute I woke up this morning?!

I am graduating. From graduate school. In 3 days. I am 23. My family is coming. In 3 days. I have missed them.

I haven't had / given myself the time to think about how big of a deal this is. Well, as soon as I woke up this morning it kinda all hit me at once. Now I can't stop thinking about it. And it makes me cry.

No, I am not sad. At all. Just nervous/excited/anxious/nostalgic/happy/ other feelings that words don't exist for. These feelings can become overwhelming and make me cry. But it's ok! I was wondering when I was actually going to have feelings about this!

This is going to be an interesting week indeed!

I am so so SO happy right now! Also, I am slightly nervous/sad to be leaving a certain someone in a week. I am so glad it is only for three weeks.

4 comments:

  1. I wanted to ask you on your last post, "are you twitterpated?" Congratulations Master Alison. You've accomplished so much in such a short amount of time. It all goes by too quickly. I want to see you sometime too. I know it will be pretty busy for you this week, so good luck. Call me anytime and we can hang out. I don't have a very busy schedule myself. I'm usually always home with the kiddos, so it really all depends on when you have time. Take care and congratulations again.

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  2. This is the perfect post for how I woke up too. Thank you.

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  3. Well said. It hit me after the party on Friday. It's all winding down. Now . . . if I could just get this law final to wind down a little faster.

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  4. Alison! Congrats!! What are you going to do now for a job!? I would like to see you, really badly. Painfully badly. Will you be back in Utah, or where will you be?

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